Today i was sitting in church writing in my journal about how well the last month has been

how happy i have been with the way my life is going

church

work

my health

until i pulled out of the church parking lot on this cold, rainy, gloomy day.

crappy weather and me driving doesnt mix well.

i truely hate driving in this weather

but i just think is it so interesting how satan works.

i will tell you this mister.

you think you have brought me down.

you think that i will worry about this.

you think that i will give up on what i have been working on for this last month.

guess what.

you are wrong.

i know you are working extremely hard on me given what i am working towards.

but you will fail.

just thought i might tell you that.

though i cant wait to get my car all fixed up and the persons car all fixed up so i can restart my savings, since this will drain it.