I know, I know

i know i have not wrote for who knows how long, but A LOT has happened over the month and more to come.

FIRST

i told you all that i got a job in the CCU, ya so i started last wednesday and let me tell you, i was seriously having second thoughts about this job. Techs do soooo much that everything went over my head. So as you can tell i wasnt really excited to go back thursday evening, but being a good girl i went. It was a little better until a patient decided to code (they went into cardiac arrest) James, the other tech that was training me just jumped on them and started doing chest compressions and i am just standing there having a hard time believing this is happening and too scared to do chest compressions because i have never EVER had to do them. So i just decided to help out with the nurses by grabbing things and sending blood when i said to myself " JOCELYN, what the hell are you doing, here is a chance to do CPR and you are running scared" so when i got back to the room, i went to James and said "Im doing it!" and i did it, and I sure did SUCK at them. I was horrible, one of the nurses told me to sing "Stayin Alive" and i had the hardest time keeping that beat in my head while pushing down on this persons chest, then James notice i was slow and came behind me and tapped my back for when i should go down. Thanks James. So this person ended up not making it, and i wasnt the happiest person to be around the next day.
Friday was a gloom day, did nothing absolutely nothing and again wasnt to excited to go back to work on saturday but i did and then i was all by myself on monday and now I LOVE MY JOB! i know this is lame, but i feel soo cool.

SECOND

I am seriously SOOOOO excited about this summer, i dont have school to worry about and have vacations to dream about. First off I am about 99% positive that i am moving down to Provo for the summer, i just need to get out of Salt Lake for a bit, i would go to Logan but that is too far away from my job. Now second, i am going to my two favorited places this summer plus a new place. My new vacation spot is going to be in Anthem, AZ visiting my sister and my three favoritest little boys for about five days then driving up with them to Salt Lake so the rest of my family can see these 4 cool peeps. Next on the list Santa Cruz, California, beside Waikiki beach this is my most favoritest beach. i love how its chilly in the mornings where you cuddle up in a sweatshirt go out and watch all the surfers then eventually strip your clothes of to your swimsuit in the afternoon because it gets soo hot! love it love it love it. and last NEW YORK CITY!!!!! my mom, sister and myself are going to the big city to do some girly things, and i am so excited because i love this city and i told my mom, i dont care what we do all i want is to have a picnic in central park and we are!!! because our hotel is right across the street from the park and even better are room looks over the park!!! ahhhhh im so excited, i might not come back because I LOVE NYC!!!!

whats coming up!

BRITNEY SPEARS

14 DAYS and counting!!!

woot woot

xoxo