i feel like i could wet myself.

for anyone who cares i got a new job and i start on monday, im soo exicted and nervous that i could pee my pants. My new job is in the CCU (coronary intensive care unit) i will be a critical care tech and i am so excited to expand my knowledge with nursing, that is until i get my RN. But i have to tell you i am so nervous, because my mom worked in the ICU for who knows how long and i have visited her numerous times and watching her talking and come up with all these solutions, i was scared of ICU's. But i am ready to face my fear, learn some new things and just incase if i dont like it, i still have the float pool to go back to BUT i dont think that will happen.

wish me luck!

xoxo

the winds a brewin

So it is that time of the year where they sun is shining and the tempature is rising and that mean summer is getting close. With that question begin to be asked, so what are you doing this summer? anything exciting? Its only March and i have my question answered already. I dont how this will work, i dont know how much money i will be spending. But I am moving to Provo this summer, the last place that i ever thought i would live in my life. Now your probably thinking, whats will not work about that? YAH i will be living in Provo and be driving to work pretty much everyday that is in Murray. I will get to experience many things this summer, living in provo, being stuck in traffic during "rush hour" and pay extra money for gas and the sad thing is my parents dont realize that i will be visiting a lot, a lot, a lot.

Now i am 100% sure that i am moving down there, but as of right now its 95% that i will be moving down.

p.s. more will come on my spring break adventures, i just dont want to write them at this very moment on a work computer.....

xoxo

Top Ten: what U2 has learned over the years

I just posted the video to this, watch it. its the top ten on david letterman,  its hilarious!!!!!    ------------------>

xoxo

last one for the evening...i guess morning

  BRITNEY SPEARS  

38 DAYS!!!

WOOT WOOT!!

XOXO

"No Line On The Horizon"

Currently i am  sitting in a patients room watching them so that they do not cause harm to themselves while watching David Letterman.......(wow that make me look good) This week on the DL show is "U2 Week" meaning that they are performing this whole week because they came out with yet another amazing album "No Line On The Horizon." I absolutely love this band, its weird to think i have loved them since 1991 (yes, that is 17 years) when i first heard "With or Without You" when my little sister passed away. I know this is cheesy but this band has seriously gotten me through what i thought were hard times. Not only does "With or Without You" have meaning to me, but also "Walk On" from their album "All That You Can't Leave Behind." I got this album for Christmas freshman year, the worst school year of my life. I seriously hated this Christmas because it was one that changed things in my life. My brother Nathan was on his mission, my sister Meghann got married and left earlier to Arizona that morning, and my mother had to work that afternoon, and life at school wasnt any better. This song "Walk On" pretty much helped me learn to live for the future, no matter whats going on in the past and present, just keep walking on and things will get better. 

Now i had such an awesome quote to go with what i was saying but i totally butchered it and came up with something on my own because of my silly brain fart from trying to think at 12:30am. But if anyone knows what i am thinking of, tell me. because i remember it being a good one and i want to add it to my list of good quotes aka facebook. 

ANYWAYS, i will forever love this band. They will never get replaced even when they are old, gray and eventually moving onto the after life. Bono, Edge, Larry and Adam you four have rocked my world. 

AHHHHH i cant wait for there tour!!!! i have to have the best seats in the house!!!!

XOXO

P.S. sorry for the many many blogs in a short amount of time, i cant help it when things flutter into my brain

Grandma Meek

I have decided that i want to pick up something that my Grandma Meek did every time she gave us a birthday card, etc. So for now on will be writing at the end of my notes, cards, etc. XOXO. Love you Grandma Meek

XOXO

Joce

all you need is love

I have been meaning to write on here since the Oscars about a certain subject. I dont mind watching the Oscars, seeing beautiful gowns and watching who wins. But when they announced the winner for Best Actor i wasnt surprised that Mickey Rourke didnt win and that Sean Penn did. Right then i was like well i can go home now during his speech and make it to see Best Picture, because i thought he would bash on people (let alone the LDS church) for supporting Prop 8. 

 when i went to work the next day, i overheard someone talking about it and said it was really good. So i decided to youtube his speech, and i actually thought it was good.... Because he really didnt bash on anyone, he pretty much said that we just need to treat each other equally. I  may not totally view how he thinks we should treat people equal by letting same sex get married, but I think in some of the areas I do.

 first off i want to say getting married and 

having a civil union is the same thing, you get a piece of paper that says you are together, end of discussion.

 Now with the whole "equal" thing, if i had a son that came out to me saying that he was gay, i would not try to tell him that he isnt. I would teach him the gospel, tell him that our Heavenly Father does not believe in same sex marriage BUT he still loves you for who you are. I think for people who are gay in the church should be able to do things that straight people can do, EXCEPT get married in the temple. 

In my parents ward, my mom had this cute boy in her sunday class, that i would say is about 17ish he has been attending SLCC for about 1-2 years to major in interior design. He finished high school early because he was picked on, picked on because he was gay. THIS right here does not show that we treat each other equally nor with LOVE.

 I have to say this boy is the sweetest boy i have met at his age and yet with everything he still believes in the church and i believe that he wants to go on a mission...... with what i know about him i think he would be an awesome missionary

This is a prime example that some people have a tough time showing their love towards others especially if they are gay. No matter what race, ethnicity, religious background, mistakes that you have made, ANYTHING! you still love one another, you treat each other EQUALLY. We dont have a song called "Love One Another" just for fun. Lets show a little love in this world, it maybe hard for some but just think what would life be like if we showed love versus hate.

I will also like to mention.......

 that i no longer like Tom Hanks. He said that "church members donating money to make prop 8 happen is un-American" and I LOVE the churches response "Expressing an opinion in a FREE and democratic society is as American as it gets."  

ROCK ON!!!

XOXO

Joce